Well, this sucks.
I have been insanely tired the whole day and sad and Ola being in Brazil doesn’t help. My feet are cold and FaceBook’s feed from friends in Sweden is just filled with the blooming racism in Sweden and media’s lack of courage to report it for what it is. It’s terror. It’s seeping into our home and hearts and it’s so scary so we shy away from it and call it xenophobia. But it’s not. It’s racism and nazism and fascism and it should be given no room.

Self medicating with hot water with lemon and honey, sitting and browse old lost friends on FB. Heartache and nostalgia galore. Doesn’t do much for the mood.

What I should do is clean the toilets. I am currently trying to find a eco friendly soap and detergent, and it’s not going well.
I would like something equivalent to the Swedish which was historically made from animal fat (pork rinds) or hemp oil, but todays it’s made from Scots pine oil. I’m now using and the package screams ecological, but basically the only ingredient that’s mentioned is palm oil and that’s pretty .
My search goes on. I’m planning to ask around about which detergents my friends’ grandmothers used. Maybe I’ll have some luck.